My Upcoming Self-Published books
Nature is my Mirror
“The more I discovered nature, the more I discovered myself”
What if the key to understanding ourselves was hidden not in books or theories, but in the living fabric of the natural world?
Nature Is My Mirror is a deeply personal, three-volume work that traces the evolution of Miguel A. Fernandez’s self-knowledge as inseparable from his lifelong relationship with nature. From childhood wanderings and early moments of awe, to adult explorations shaped by philosophy, craft, and silence, this trilogy shows how every leaf, wave, animal, and mountain encountered became a reflection of a deeper truth within.
As Miguel discovered the subtle intelligence and miraculous patterns of nature, he came to understand the structure of his own being—not as separate from the world, but rooted in it. This is not a metaphorical gesture; it is a rigorous, poetic, and lived demonstration of how the external order of nature can reveal the inner architecture of the soul.
Far from being a nostalgic retreat into pastoral idealism, Nature Is My Mirror offers a structured exploration of how ecology, psychology, craft, and consciousness interweave. Written with the clarity of someone who has forged meaning through both solitude and effort, it is a testament to how the path to understanding nature can lead us to a luminous and structured understanding of ourselves.
The Caged Wolf
“A journey through strength, silence, and the invisible bars of modern sanity”
What happens when a man who has conquered mountains—physical, intellectual, and spiritual—is told that he must be “reformed”?
What happens when a society so committed to comfort and conformity diagnoses vision and strength as imbalance?
The Caged Wolf is a raw, unsparing chronicle of a lifelong confrontation with patriarchy—not just in the family, but in institutions, education, and the social architecture that conditions us all. With clarity and emotional precision, Miguel A. Fernandez reveals how the very forces that forged his strength—discipline, solitude, defiance, and the pursuit of truth—were the same forces that made him appear dangerous in the eyes of modern norms.
Despite creating visionary ecological initiatives like Fondo Natural, breaking physical barriers through a world-record performance, and authoring a body of literary work that spans philosophy, science, and personal transformation, Miguel found himself, paradoxically, at a point where he had to walk into a therapist’s office—not because he was lost, but because society could not follow him.
This book is not a rejection of therapy; rather, it honors the surprising space it offered for reflection. But it also exposes the shadow of a culture that punishes those who refuse to be domesticated, echoing Nietzsche’s warning:
“Everyone wants the same thing, everyone is the same: whoever thinks otherwise goes voluntarily into the madhouse.”
The Caged Lion is both personal narrative and cultural diagnosis—a howl from inside the cage, and a map toward the wild terrain beyond it.
